30 minutes of self realization

i dont think

B A S I C Q U E S T I O N S

[my name is]: grace poan huang
[people call me]: grace, grayC, graciela, poan, gracejah, queen of the world
[in the morning i am]: a little groggy but excited for the new day
[love is]: all i could hope for
[if i could see one person right now]: come, Lord Jesus, come
[i daydream about]: my future
[tall or short]: 5'5.5
[born]: 18.8.88 athens oh
[shoe]: 8
[school]: northville hs
[sibs]: jen & rei
[right or lefty]: right

H A V E Y O U E V E R . .

[pictured your crush naked?]: no
[been in love]: no
[loved somebody so much it made you cry]: yes
[lied]: yes
[given someone a bath]: yes (my baby niece)
[smoked]: no
[bungee jumped]: no
[broken the law]: yes. the stop sign on the corner of daleview & galway annoys me so i dont stop there.
[skinny dipped]: no
[cried to get out of trouble]: no
[fallen for the wrong guy]: yes
[cut ur own hair]: yes
[been mean]: yes
[stalked someone]: not creepily so, but i xanga surf...
[been sarcastic]: yes
[talked to someone]: yes
[hugged someone]: yes
[fought with parents]: yes
[laughed until you cried]: yes
[been so drunk you blacked out]: no
[skipped school]: yes
[put a body part on fire for amusment]: no
[kept a secret from everyone]: everyday
[had an imaginary friend]: yes
[wanted to hook up w/ a friend]: yes
[cried during a flick]: yes. the passion of christ.
[ever though an animated character was hot]: who doesnt think joey wheeler is hot?

W I T H T H E O P P O S I T E S E X
[what do u notice first?]: smile
[turn on-looks]: nice teeth, confident stature
[turn on-personality]: humor, intelligence, rhythm
[turn off-looks]: mouths that dont close (literally), eyes with no focus
[turn off-personality]: immature, arrogant
[coloring]: i do like asian boys
[hair length]: i kind of like it longish, but it depends on what he can pull off
[best height]: taller, but not massive
[best weight}: more than me
[best article of clothing]: it's all in the ride of the pants

W H O
[last called]: wayne "what da hell" hsueh
[last emailed]: michael baskins
[was mean to you]: father
[said something nice to you]: mike kuo
[went to the mall w/ u]: mother
[said they hated you]: matthew tenacious lee
[is ur best friend]: dont really have one.
[is ur special someone]: God
[was urfirst kiss]: some guy who lived in cincy (when i was 3)
[makes u laugh the most?]: whoever i talk to the most.
[makes you smile]: everyone
[gives u a funny feeling when u see them]: this one guy...
[easier to talk to: boys or girls ?]: boys
[have you known the longest]: grace tsou
[do you cry with]: no one, i hate when ppl see me cry. well, i guess rachel

W O R D A S S O C I A T I O N

[red]: passion
[cow]: lindli
[grass]: dew
[zebra]: stripes
[socks]: wiggle
[blue]: deep sea
[mirror]: mirror on the wall
[cracker]: saltine
[france]: cheese
[zine]: flip
[aol]: prodigy
[jelly]: squish
[fish]: sushi

T H I S O R T H A T

[day/night]: day
[summer/winter]: winter
[lace/satin]: satin
[tape/cd]: cd
[lust/love]: love
[on phone/in person]: in person
[gold/silver]: silver
[scary/happy movies]: happy

F A V O R I T E

{color]: orange
[word]: svelte
[scent]: baking bread
[ice cream flavor]: orange sherbert
[holiday]: DST ends
[shampoo]: jergens
[furniture]: shelves
[number]: 17
[emoticon]: =)
[food]: jellybeans
[drink]: water
[fast food]: wendys
[school subject]: chemie
[animal]: pig
[car]: VW beetle
[shoes]: birks
[sport to play]: tennis
[sport to watch]: baseball
[band]: ummm relient k
[flower]: tiger lily
[cartoon character]: joey wheeler
[book]: the BIBLE. no others stick out this morning
[movie]: the princess bride
[tv show]: csi
[song]: trading my sorrows
[language]: english
[weekend activity]: relaxing
[roller coaster]: son of beast
[font]: franklin gothic book
[store]: meijer
[fruit]: mandarin oranges
[name]: grace. hehe.

H A V E Y O U / / D O Y O U / / A R E Y O U

[obsessive]: yes
[take a shower everyday]: no
[want to go to college]: yes
[like high school]: yes
[want to get married]: yes
[believe in urself]: usually
[have tattoos]: no
[have piercings]: yes, but one of them closed up. so it's useless
[get motion sickness]: kind of
[have high self esteem]: yes and no
[get along w/ ur parents]: usually
[like thunderstorms]: yes
[sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to get on AIM?]: no
[wish u were a member of the opposite sex]: no
[cried because of someone saying something mean to u]: not recently
[been rejected]: yes, from TASP
[rejected someone]: yes
[used someone]: yes
[done something u regret]: yes
[color ur hair]: yes
[ever get off the computer]: yes
[habla espanol]: no (that's spanish for no)
[have a crush]: no

M O R E

[could u live without the computer?]: yes
[how many peeps are on ur buddylist?]: 201 (i use trillian)
[how many peeps do you block?]: 0
[drink alchohol?]: no
[like watching sunrises or sunset]: yes
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: emotional
[trust others way too easily?]: no
[is cheerleading a sport?]: no
[3 possessions]: pillow, book, food
[last time slept with stuffed animal]: dont remember
[houses lived in]:3
[schools gone to]: 7
[bedroom carpet]: white
[would you shave ur head for $5000]: yes, i am more greedy than vain
[change something about urself]: my back problems fixed
[age for marriage]: when i fall in love
[last film seen in theatre]: hitch
[what do you eat for breakfast?}: cereal & milk
[bedtime]: during the summer, no. during the school year, i shoot for 11
[pet peeve]: bad drivers
[my most overused phrase]: oh really?
[first thing i think of in the morning]: ughh
[last thing i think of before i fall asleep]: mmm sleep
[best name for butler]: jorge
[greatest accomplishment]: accepting grace
[most missed memory]: nothing stands out
[# of children]: 2-3
[at age 20...]:i''ll be 20
[dream wedding]: lots of happy people
[how do you want to die]: suddenly
[future job]: professor
[future residence]: with my own family

F I N A L Q U E S T I O N S

[i want]: love
[i love]: myself
[i miss]: having time to waste
[i fear]: talking to adults
[i wonder]: as i wander out under the sky
[how do you know it's love?]: good question

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